August 24th, 2006 @ 7:00AM
June 12th, 2006 @ 10:17PM
September 7th, 2005 @ 2:42AM
You know where you hear that certain song and imediately you smile, get butterflys in your stomach,or you get upset?...
Well...
Songs that do that to me... The true beauties...
Pantera-Cemetary Gates...
The guitar in this song is amazing
Anastasia-Journey To The Past...
Aaliyah also sings it but I prefer the movie version...
Alanis Morisette-What If God Was One Of Us
Mostly because of the childhood memories this song brings about... lol... I was 10!
Alison Krauss-When You Say Nothing At All
This song is so beautiful, the words so perfect... "Try as I may I could never explain what I hear when you don't say a thing"
Cats-Memory
I Love this song... I can hear my Mom singing this... She has an amazing voice...
Bryan Adams-Everything I do

Evanescence-Breathe No more
There are so many more...
But I'll leave you to listen to this... search for 1NC (One Nation Crew)-When You Fall they're a Christian Band, but the song is too B E A-utiful to pass up
August 3rd, 2005 @ 12:46AM
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry
for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
-Crossfade "Cold"
So much to say... I just can't find the words...
"My city or mountains, stay with me stay...Give to me your leather... take from me... my lace"
-Stevie Nicks and Don Henley "Leather and Lace"
I don't expect forgiveness.

Been a year since Oliver

died.

Which means baby Brianna is nearly a year.

Her b-day is Friday.
Life is... Well, it just is.
June 26th, 2005 @ 4:45PM
Long time no update...
This one is big...
I'm moving!...
To Cali that is... I'll be headed to San Diego July 8th

So all of you DMers in Cali, you'll just have to come see me

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My Main Page
May 12th, 2005 @ 8:58PM

Well, lets see, I've uploaded some new things so head to my
artist page and have a listen

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I'm excited

This saturday is my first concert

at
Star Lake It's Reba McEntire and two other country stars... I'm also a bit

because of the crowd that will be attending

... Wish me luck!!!
Had to go to the

today

I have to go get a mammogram

The Dr. said I have a lump on each of my breasts, and I have to get it checked out... Hope it's not anything serious! eh.
Lets see, what else? Well, I've been working on my site a bit more lately so stop on by and be sure to sign my guestbook!

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Baby Brianna (my neice) is 9 months!!!

she's 19lbs 8oz. and 29 inches long now and she has 6

teeth! What a bite!
Little Evan (nephew) is 5 1/2 months, 16 lbs 11 6/8 inches! He's working on his first tooth now
My main page
May 3rd, 2005 @ 1:42AM
Been a longgggg weekend.

Had orientation for my new job at the
Post Gazette Pavilion... It was 9am-7pm on Saturday and 12pm-7pm on Sunday... luckly we got to leave at 6 that day... I'm Event Clean-Up... gotta keep a part of the venue clean... heh.
Stevie Knicks, Tom Petty, OzzFest, James Taylor, Chicago, Staind, and Warped Tour are just a few of the concerts I'm excited to work... If I can't see my favorite bands/artists I can at least hear them live!!

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On a side note, I'm so excited about what the future holds.

"I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it, I'm about to lose control and I just can't fight it"

It's a secret

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m.h.b.t.y.m.l.a.s.e.m.b.w.b.y.a.

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My main account
April 26th, 2005 @ 12:15AM

What to say?
Well, There are some big plans for the coming months... Not saying much about it yet, but it's a big leap I'm ready to take
Talked to an old friend recently, he is one of those people that tryed pushing me to stay in college, but I didn't do so well. We haven't talked in awhile, but he made me realize that I can't sit here avoiding changes, and certain people. So, from now on I won't. I refuse to sit here and let my life slip by... I'm young, and I need to start making positive changes happen... For two years he tryed pushing me and after barely talking to him for 6 months or so I'm finally gunna listen to his advice.
He's successful in what he does... He was a sunglasses salesman in an airport for awhile and then he started at the bottom with Comcast, driving one of the big Comcast Vans.... Now, less than a year later he is now Regional Supervisor. A big accomplishment. He's 5 years older than me...
Where will I be in 5 years?

I know where I want to be, the question is am I wanted?
I started off 2005 terribly, and I hurt people I Love and care about along the way. I can't take any one of the last several months back, but I can change the way I handle the next few months. One day at a time while looking forward to one big goal.

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I'm excited about it. I know I can do this, and I will.
Orientation for the 2005 concert season at
Post Gazette Pavilion (Star Lake) is this weekend, Saturday and Sunday... Can't wait!

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That's all in the life of Jess for now

... Stay tuned!

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you Dmusic!!!

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w.s.m.i.w.b.i.y.a.a.i.c.n.w.
Go to my main account
here.
April 15th, 2005 @ 12:55AM
Looks like I'm starting a-new for now... heh. Will still use my
main account, but for now I'm here...
Will be the point wh0re that I am and get my colored bolt...

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You all Dmusic!

(some more than others

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-Jess